★Homosexual?

maybe YOU are reading my blog without letting me know NOW,
maybe u think that HOMOSEXUAL is an abnormal thing,
maybe u can't accept ppl who are HOMOSEXUAL,

and all that MAYBE are TRUTH.



Hmm, here are something that I've been thinking recently.

I didn't mean to be a HOMOSEXUAL from the beginning,
is just that, when u met someone special, it just can't get through to urself ?
That's what I'm thinking.

maybe I'm not mature enough as u do, but, life has how many 10 years ?
I'm not trying to comfort myself here, or arguing with u,
is just that, how long will my life be ?
16yrs? 20yrs? 30yrs? 40yrs?
I never thought that I'll be alive over 50yrs.

and I've thought about the things u've mentioned this morning, BLESSES?

huh, when I found out that I'm a HOMOSEXUAL,
I never thought about BLESSES, and I never thought of wanting it.

maybe, BLESSES is important for you, but me, NOT!

The funny thing is I never thought that I'm a HOMOSEXUAL.

蔡康永曾經說過一句令我感到非常感動的話
“我不是因为同性恋才爱上你，也不是因为爱上你而是同性恋，我只是爱上一个人，而我们刚好是同性而已”

This is the same thing as what I've thought.

If u can't accept a sister like this, then I've no idea.

no matter what, I won't contact her anymore as I promised before.

and THAT'S IT.